Pang Lei

Pang Lei

Shanxi supervision engineer, modern poet, novelist, literature lover. He is also an excellent organization manager with a magnetic voice and a certain literary and musical background. He is known as the standard "literary youth".

Personal profile

Name: Pang Lei character: Panshi number: Longcheng Jushi pen name: Romantic corpse kiss romantic poem kiss method name: Siheng birthday: September 14, 1983 blood type: type a Constellation: Virgo height: 175cm personality: cheerful, generous, serious, persistent, brave, kind my feeling is wrong (RAO Yang / Wen) there is a feeling that I always admit to be "Acacia" only when I have insomnia; there is a kind of fate Only when you wake up from a dream can you believe that it is "eternal"; only when you break up can you see that it is "attachment"; only when you leave can you understand that it is "loss". I always felt that I didn't come out of that emotion, but today I found out that it wasn't. I avoided his love for me. I was a coward, afraid of being hurt, and didn't dare to touch the unreachable love for me. He was a very careful man. He always treated me carefully and cared about me, but I was not so good and often made him angry, When he was angry, he would inevitably "abuse" me and use "violence". Every time I cried and begged him, he just relaxed his frown a little, and I would yell at him: are you brain stimulated, love to abuse people! although every time I bit it, I was very painful and a little angry, I didn't blame him. I knew that I was wrong, and I was secretly happy afterwards..... Ha ha, I guess that's what I did, In my eyes, he is a talented person. He is very gentle and slightly mature. His Mandarin is standard. He can sing well. He knows musical instruments and can repair computers. In ordinary days, he loves fish, flowers and dogs. What's more, he doesn't raise wrong things. He can also raise big and small things at home. So he is a man who loves life. He is a family man, Usually nothing can help others repair the computer, wedding, earn some extra money, he is also very thrifty, can't say how excellent, but also a good man! But there is no perfect person in the world, his experience is bumpy, encountered things I never thought of, mother said: first bitter then sweet, yes, I believe he will be more and more smooth, better and better, Things have changed. I don't know how much I can bear. In the face of all this, I'm silent and speechless. I always think about some things too simply and don't consider other people's feelings. I don't know whether I'm right or wrong. I hesitate... The original peace is gone. Simple things are complicated. I stay in the same place and dare not take a step forward or think about them, I'm afraid I can't accept it... I've known him for two months, and I don't know when I began to have a subtle change in my feelings towards him,.... maybe it's the difference between like and love, like a person, together will be very happy love a person, together, will be inexplicable loss like a person, you will not think of your future love a person, you often look forward to tomorrow together like a person, together will always be happy love a person, you will often cry like a person, when you haven't seen for a long time, you will suddenly think of He loves someone, When you haven't seen each other for a long time, you will think of him every day like a person, when you think of him, you will smile love a person, when you think of him, you will be dazed in the sky like a person, you will think that he has children, you will like love a person, one day, you will suddenly wonder: what our children will look like in the future like a person, I hope everyone will be happy to love someone, hope that he will be more happy to like someone, you just want to love someone today, what you expect is to love someone forever, to see his advantages, to love someone, to tolerate his shortcomings, to like can be shared, and love is selfish. In fact, love and love are only one step away, but if you want to take this step, it's up to you, Do you like to take this step, or do you like to take this step? A photographer left a message: lying on a mottled old door - well, the taste of chocolate is the same as when I was a child. The sweetness is the smoke of cracked old wood hair and the powder of my whole life. It also has a graceful atmosphere. I'm sad. No matter how I can't photograph this taste, I can't photograph it.... yes, There is a feeling like the kind of taste that the photographer can't photograph, and I can't write it out,... I think you sometimes lack of oxygen, the corners of your mouth rise unconsciously, blush, breathe abnormally, and the chest is slightly hot. Maybe this is my little happiness... Missing is the pain of breathing, which is in all corners of my body. Humming your love songs will hurt, reading your letters will hurt, even silence will hurt, Regret is the pain of breathing... Love is pain and happiness

Main works

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Poetry

"Cold rainy night", "previous life owes you a tear", "if", "when I miss you" and so on

Prose

The beginning of autumn, rain and pigeons, etc

Medium and short stories

"Angel", "sentiment", "tomorrow I still love you", "fireworks", "golden Moonlight" and so on.