What you say goes against your heart
It's a Chinese idiom, Pinyin is y á NY ǔ x ī NW é I, which means that words are against the mind. It comes from Wu Zi, the state of Tu.
Idiom and allusion [source], Wuzi · Tuguo: "the minister takes up the hidden place by seeing. In the past, what does the LORD say against his heart?" If Gou is not a human being, he is bound to be ill. Preface to poem of boshuizhai by Yan Ermei in Qing Dynasty
Chinese PinYin : yán yǔ xīn wéi
What you say goes against your heart
go out early and come back at dusk. zǎo chū wǎn guī
have a large stock of information. lì dì shū chú
Take advantage of one's power. shè wēi shàn shì