The lyrics of why I am by Chen Yawen(chen ya wen wei he shi wo ge ci )

Ask why it's me

Bear the shackles of a lifetime

After all the hardships, the world will be full of frustrations

Ask why it's me

The pain of life and death

How sad and disheartened

How much infatuation is there

What did you lose in your life

What else do you want me to hand over

What did you get in a hurry

But emptiness surrounds me

Ask who did it wrong

Finally, the result is achieved

Now it's hard to regret the change

Ask who did it wrong

Let me go through wind and fire

Selfish and eccentric

How much do you care

What did you lose in your life

What else do you want me to hand over

What did you get in a hurry

But emptiness surrounds me

The sky doesn't love me at all

How high I climb will make me fall

Look what's left of my hands

I was abandoned in the morning

The vicissitudes of life will always be my burden

Does the world know that I'm right

No wonder love is so little but suffering is so much

Chinese PinYin : Chen Ya Wen Wei He Shi Wo Ge Ci