The lyrics of aduh's "once I thought it was over"(a de ceng jing wo ye xiang guo yi le bai le ge ci )

I used to think that death is happier

It's because one takes the night train to the universe

Dim light and shadow

Tom Witz's song

Look forward to the end of the world. Come on

I used to think that death is happier

It's a happy birthday song sung by one person alone

Life with question marks

A wish that never came true

Open the surprise gift box in the afternoon

The heavy gasp of the telephone

Nothing to say, but reluctant to hang up

Standing at the crossroads of city streets

I don't know where to run

Tomorrow is definitely better than today

Streaming tears, listening to the faint cry in my heart

Stand up, stand up, but

I used to think that death is happier

Because my heart has been broken

There is no strength left

I didn't even feel the pain

Only stubborn collapse after powerless weakness

I used to think that death is happier

It's because a person is standing under an umbrella on a rainy day

The sound of rain falling on the top of the umbrella

Pain in the heart

Watch your heart rot slowly

I used to think that death is happier

Because of the dark white I met when I was young

The silence of shame

An unassailable loser

Now I am

It must be very disappointing for you, isn't it?

I don't want to be a prime number

Give up on yourself and try to please the world

Just a little warmth

I'm willing to lose my uniqueness

But the more people around you, the more lonely you are

The more you take it seriously, the more you hurt

forget it

Anyway, it must be a disappointment in the end

I used to think that death is happier

Because my world is unknown

A humble desire

A little bit of love

The heat of two people embracing each other

I used to think that death is happier

It's because there's no light out there

Life without love

A sad death

Why don't you just turn it into dust and fly around

I used to think that death is happier

Because I haven't been so lucky to meet you

People like you

In this world

Let me have a weak love for the world

People like you

In this world

Let me have a weak expectation of the world

Chinese PinYin : A De Ceng Jing Wo Ye Xiang Guo Yi Le Bai Le Ge Ci