Lyrics of "I'm like an asshole" by MC Xuanyan(xuan yan wo jiu xiang shi yi ge hun dan ge ci )

I'm like an asshole. Life is so dark

Uneasy heart pretends to be insipid, dare not look back

I use smile as camouflage to cover up the injury

I fired a shot at the memory, smashing the ceiling window

When I leave the city with a mask of hypocrisy

All the people are fighting for money

I gave up all I had just to hold you

But you still despise me for holding other people's hands

Sentimental bastard you never want to see

His love talk is too rampant, you choose to break up

I stabbed my heart with the knife that my memory gave me

I hit my heart with the gun my lover gave me

Now I can't do anything but turn around and leave

I don't know when my blood will heal

I support myself with a collapsed body

Where can I write with this pen in my hand

Now I'm black and blue, blood stained the paper

I shot memory in the middle of my heart

That bastard's dead. It's over

His blood is dry, and that's where he came

Chinese PinYin : Xuan Yan Wo Jiu Xiang Shi Yi Ge Hun Dan Ge Ci