Lyrics of Xu Ruyun's if I leave(xu ru yun ru guo wo li kai ge ci )

If I'm silent, you think I'm unhappy

So you speak in a worse mood than me

If I smile, you think I'm looking forward to it

So you reluctantly came

Is it hard for you to love me

If I love you, I'll be a rascal

Do I love you so much that I'm not cute anymore

If I go away, you think I'm hurt

Like a child waiting for your care

If I feel as if I'm worried about the future

You're under pressure to say it

I want to leave

If I exist, it will make you uncomfortable

Are you too cruel or am I too failed

If I leave so you can be free

Every step of the distance has my tenderest sorrow

Chinese PinYin : Xu Ru Yun Ru Guo Wo Li Kai Ge Ci